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Jan. 17th, 2012 02:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
aero_dienamicI suppose some younger friends of hers may not have noticed quiet yet, but Kirimi has gone home. She'll be missed for certain, but... she's home and safe. Maybe some day she can come and visit us again.
But... that out of the way... Hmmm, how should I express this... Does it feel any different waking up every day lately. Like... something drastic has changed but you just can't tell what it is?
...
Maybe it's just knowing Kirimi isn't here any longer...
...no, it's still something greater than that. I just can't put my finger on it. The wind is different... somehow...
But... that out of the way... Hmmm, how should I express this... Does it feel any different waking up every day lately. Like... something drastic has changed but you just can't tell what it is?
...
Maybe it's just knowing Kirimi isn't here any longer...
...no, it's still something greater than that. I just can't put my finger on it. The wind is different... somehow...
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Date: 1/18/12 06:37 am (UTC)[With disappointment. As Val's student, she should have learned to sense more delicate changes in the air, journal changes notwithstanding.]
Are you sure it's not something else?
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Date: 1/18/12 06:40 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 1/18/12 08:59 am (UTC)[Training and exerience dictates caution towards expecting the worst, moreso when a teammate of hers had an intuition that made him the closest thing they had to a seer. But she hates not feeling things she should.
...
Still...]
Maybe it's the weather.
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Date: 1/18/12 08:13 pm (UTC)Have you been holding up since... she left?
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Date: 1/19/12 09:18 am (UTC)[Distracting herself. It's the way she needs to, right now.]
I've gotten better... It's still strange not hear her.
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Date: 1/20/12 08:51 pm (UTC)Any day I'm hoping for her to come back. It would... be strange to have a different child here...
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Date: 1/23/12 03:21 am (UTC)...
I hope that, too. [Another selfish desire. Perhaps worse than wanting a Spartan here.] But another kid could need us, if that turns the case.
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Date: 1/23/12 07:09 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 1/23/12 08:02 am (UTC)If another kid ever needs us, I would still want to take care of it. It wouldn't be Kirimi. It wouldn't be a Spartan. But it would be a new bond worth making.
[This year has made her a lot more thoughtful. Too much free time is making her think about her life.]
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Date: 1/24/12 09:43 am (UTC)You know, I'm still not human. A lot of these things are new to me still. Even though you've been a soldier for so long, you've still known the concept of camaraderie and friendship much longer than I have.
I'm still learning... and this is just another one of those complicated things we all have to go through, isn't it?
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Date: 1/25/12 04:43 am (UTC)And we already have that bond, don't we?
[Of camaraderie.]
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Date: 1/25/12 10:37 pm (UTC)[[It's more of a sisterly love, that... might cross the line once in a while.]]
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Date: 1/22/12 06:36 am (UTC)[There's curiosity in Nel's voice.]
Can you elaborate at all?
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Date: 1/23/12 12:16 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 1/24/12 03:29 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 1/24/12 09:44 am (UTC)I'm not even sure if this is a good or bad feeling... it's just... something different. You don't feel anything unusual, dear?
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Date: 1/26/12 12:06 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 1/26/12 10:43 am (UTC)